back at home where we belong
16
wishing
Filed under: Deep inside | Tags: | October 16th, 2008
i wish . . .
that i would be able to close my eyes for few seconds
and by the time i open them again
i would be having the above nice chilled fresh orange juice
by the swimming pool
plus enjoying the sensation of being hugged
by northern indonesia warm sun under its amazing blue sky
and a good music from the 80’s on the background
ayaiyaiyaiyai…..
hey…
you and you…
remember the day by the swimming pool
when i took the above photo ?
14
back
Filed under: Emak-General | Tags: | October 14th, 2008
finally this blog is back
after went through technical problems
i missed so many precious moments
to be written down
those moments that i captured in my mind
i couldn’t put them down into words now
i hate to be in a situation
when i really need this blog
it was kaputt
and i can’t do nothing
… it’s nice to have it up and running again now
13
being strong
Filed under: Deep inside | Tags: | October 13th, 2008
they said :
when one has a firm feet on the ground
nothing will ever change
and
they said again . . . :
giving up does not always mean you are weak
sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go
hoping that i could be strong enough
to go through these difficult times
and patience enough
to be able to stand them all
insya allah . . .
till the time comes
where i can’t fight this feeling anymore
and would perhaps have forgotten
what i started fight before
and be gone . . .
sg
hanoi, 2008
22
sigh….
Filed under: Emak-General | Tags: | September 22nd, 2008
she has a short hair now
similar like her mom.
when i look at this picture again
which was taken 2 years ago
i miss her long hair
and miss to hear
all those noise when she plays drums.
20
. . . . .
Filed under: Emak-General | Tags: | September 20th, 2008
berkenalan
alur kehidupannya kaya akan warna
bagai tumpangan di arena roller coaster
diselingi naik turun yang drastis
dijalani setiap detik dengan rasa syukur
ada tawa dan kadang air mata
tapi kali ini ia terhenyak
tak mengenal sebuah warna yang sungguh tidak biasa
dicobanya bangkit dan berdiri sesaat
dan terhenyak kembali
dicobanya untuk berdiri kembali
dihalau segala rasa dan aral
meski ketangguhannya mulai meluruh
dicobanya sekali lagi untuk berdiri
berpegang teguh akan masa lalu
dan rajutan asa
tak kuasa lagi ia untuk bangkit
kembali terhenyak
dengan sekuat tenaga mencerna
sebuah warna yang teramat sangat asing
sg
hanoi, 2008